On a gloomy day like today, with rain pouring and clouds hanging low, it’s hard not to think back to earlier this year, when I lived in sunny California. Palm trees lined the streets, and stepping outside didn’t feel like such a battle with the weather.

I know, California’s dealing with its own share of heavy rain right now—so maybe there’s no escape from the wet season. And while palm trees are lovely to look at, let’s be clear: they’re not exactly the kind you want to hug (spiky trunks are no joke). Lesson’s learned.

Still, there’s something about those sunny memories that makes days like this a little easier.